And I’m still only dumb

And I’m still only dumb
After so long I’ve waited her to come
And now look what I’ve done
Aphrodite comes but I’m just an ant
Mouth closed
Head bent
Arm and feet tremble
Supposed that
I could say any alphabet
I could stand upright my head
I could drive the tremble out of my arm and feet
Could I tell her my feels?
Could I look [...]

My Dad lost 3 millions

Papa menatap mukaku dengan serius. Aku hanya bisa nyengir lebar membalas tatapannya. Aduh Ray ini bukan saatnya nyengir. Aku selalu saja bingung bersikap di saat genting seperti ini. Tapi inilah aku, Ray, mahasiswa tingkat 3 yang cuma bisa nyengir di saat seperti ini. Agak takut, tapi aku sedikit mencoba menangkap setitik kepercayaan dalam mata papa. [...]